Things From Numerology I Whish I Knew Earlier

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Before knowing about numerology, I thought people were the same except maybe some skills and traits that can differ from person to person here and there.

People are the same biologically – but so different in the way they feel about themselves and think about world in general. And here numerology comes in and explains those differences through the Soul Number of an individual. And that is given by the energy of the day she or he was born into this world.

It’s about the 9 archetypes of numbers describing the specific energies of each and every one numeral from 1 to 9. But how these differences came to be and what causes them?

Did you know that the shape and form of our numerals (that we were taught were brought to us by Arabs) was very different from what they are now? And what exactly numbers represent?

The real aesthetic of numbers at their origin contain more sharp lines because the numerals contain and were formed by the number of angles composing them → that were keeping and directed the universal energy.

Meaning the total energy they contained was different and its power was entangled and distributed in different ways. Number 1 contains only 1 angle, whereas number 9 had 9 angles. At their origin, numbers looked like this:

If we want to benefit and use to our best advantage the energy of numbers – we better use them in their original form.

Do you see now? Do you understand the difference between a person born on the 1st (one angle energy) and a person born on the 9th (9 angles, sophisticated, entangled energy)?…

When you realize this, your life will change.

Understanding The Importance Of Inner Vibration

As I wrote here:

Birth Day (also defined as Inner Vibration / Soul Number / Personality) indicates the qualities, structure, form and construction of the interior world of the person. The way one feels himself and about himself, his objective and subjective relationships with the world, environment, other people and himself.

It shows how one really is, no matter how he or others imagine him to be. The person without mask. The “you” that you’re being when no one is looking.

They are innate and come as a karmic package accumulated from previous life / lives, representing the past.

This Soul Number (Personality) represents our relationship with ourselves, it generates moods and mindset that will further generate (or not) action. It’s related to material world and reveal hidden qualities of the person, inner structure, his soul needs, psychic level, his spiritual pillars, the vibrational level at which all his internal processes will operate.

To better understand the characteristics and personality traits these 1 to 9 archetypes numerology provides – I can think of no better way than the movie “Divergent”. Where people were divided into “factions” based on their innate abilities and traits (soul number).

To take this analogy further on, I totally see and understand those “factions” as follows:

• Dauntless – Soul Numbers 1, 5, 4 and 8
• Erudite – Soul Numbers 7, 3, 1 and 8
• Candor – Soul Numbers 2, 7, 6 and 4
• Abnegation – Soul Numbers 9, 6 and 2
• Amity – Soul Numbers 2, 3, 6 and 4

Why does it matter? There are specific energies that our souls resonate with. And this will never change. Ever. Our inner voice, our souls are made from those energies and we come to this Earth to experiment, live, learn, evolve and develop through (or in spite of) these energies.

It is better when we know about them, understand them and (try to) choose what we resonate with in every area of our life: relationships, health and wellness, career and business.

It’s useless to hope or wait for a specific person to change, or to think that you can and will change him or her – that person is what he/she is, that is their soul configuration. To change them means to expect them to go against their nature – which will always lead to diminishing their soul and ultimately to sickness.

People can’t change their innate vibration. The most they can do is to pay more attention and understand the other person’s way of being, thinking, acting, needs, expectations and adjust as much as they are willing or capable of.

That’s why it’s extremely important to really understand Who Exactly Is the person that you’re considering starting a family or a business with. At their core, not the mask they’re showing in public (social number/birth month).

There’s one way your (potential) partner is showing and acting in society, and completely another one at home. Understand this, until it’s too late.

That’s why I consider numerology a must for anybody to at least have a start up point of understanding people’s way of being, available choices and the importance of compatibility & resonance.

IF you are a soul number 7 (thirsty for knowledge, spirituality, tranquility and need time alone often) or number 3 who loves to shine, travel, talk much and to be a little all over the place – and consider marrying a soul number 4 who is somehow rigid and adamant about rules, regulations, stability, traditions and “that’s how things should be done”…

Take your time and consider if your love is strong enough to endure 4’s way of being for a lifetime. Usually the “intoxication” we call falling in love vanishes after 3, maximum 4 years and all that remains is the ‘real’ personalities in the couple.

And the couple will be tested. Are there sufficient common points to keep them together? Is there sufficient will to understand and support each other’s way of being to maintain the relationship alive? It really is harder when (if) kids are involved. And then, the suffering begins.

There’s a saying in numerology that states that “suffering is brought by ignorance”. Not knowing (ignoring) won’t keep you from getting hurt. You should know. You came here to learn and experiment.

There’s 2 ways to learn on this realm: by knowledge or by suffering. Either way, what you must learn, you will learn.

Things I Wish I Knew Sooner

And that brings me to the title of this article. There are so many things I now understand trough numerology that could have helped me avoid so much suffering, stress and even sickness in the past.

But I guess those were my lessons in this life.

About Family

You know, you get to choose your circle of friends and accept the ones you resonate with – but your family is given. It so happens my mom was not such a great mom and me and my sister were raised buy our grandfathers most of the time. My relationship with my parents (both of them) was cold, they separated when I was 14 under rather ugly circumstances.

I often innocently judged my parents, especially my mom for being such a distant and irresponsible parent but now, in the light of sacred numerology I understand that she lacked number 8 in her psychomatrix.

Which sounds like this:

They may seem insensitive when it comes about others, they can’t be really counted on. They’re not meant to encounter and find out what real love is in this life time.

They are not enjoying stable families and constant family life. They lack the capacity to realize their conception about family and living as husband and wife on a daily basis. Family life is not their domain, this aspect being transferred upon their partner. Their sense of duty is low. They often get to a divorce.

In top of that. she was a life path 5. And had other particularities in her psychomatrix that needed attention and/or understanding. Somewhere on the course of her life she slipped to the negative side and become addicted to alcohol.

There were some tough times to whiteness as a child. But today I understand that she had no support from my father to maintain the right path. They did what they could, with what they had.

But I was so blessed with my grandfathers’ love and care that I did not felt the lack or absence of my mom. Just sparingly, when I had moments I wished my mom be more like other kids’ moms.

Anyway, time has passed and currently I lost my grandparents and both my parents. I don’s judge my parents anymore, I believe karma had something to do with the way things were and some lessons were meant to be learned. And I understand. That’s a BIG thing.

About Relationships

Boy, relationships are hard lessons in life! That’s why it’s so critical to know yourself deep down to the core, to understand your limitations, your necessities, your strong points and weaknesses. What are you willing to accept, put up with, your core values and where the red lines are drawn.

IF you know numerology, and if you can read and decipher a person’s psycho-matrix – than you can make conscious, assumed decisions and stick by them using conscious will. You know what you get into and assume that by your free will. You understand the consequences also. And decide to live with them and adapt if you think the situation is worthy.

Let me start by saying that I’m a Soul number 11. That, by far, says a lot.

Master numbers by definition face bigger challenges in life than other people. And while on Life Path 11 few people end up walking (many live on the lower octave of path 2), as a soul number you came here already inheriting the energies of number 11.

11 doesn’t: lie, compromise, conform, accept half truths, half measures or limitations in life. 11 is a visionary. It understands, feels and sees beyond. Its mission is to illuminate people. With the power, might and force of the truth. That’s why it’s often misunderstood and hard to handle. Actually, strike that: 11 can’t be handled.

And those energies are hard to bear. 2 masculine (fire) energies coming together to compose a sweet intuitive, empathic and understanding number 2 – combining masculine and feminine energies while the masculine energy is dominating the soul.

Take note:*

• Feminine energies are pertaining to numbers 2, 4, 6 and 8.
• Masculine energies are represented by numbers 1, 3, 5, 7 and 9.

Keep this in mind. Those born on a day starting with 2, 4, 6 and 8 – contain predominantly feminine energies, even if the total (say 28) give a masculine number.

If you are a woman and expect a man born on 21st, or even 28th to lead and act like a man, you may wait and hope in vain. He is by all means capable – but he needs to be pushed and supported to act like a masculine energy would act.

Those born on the 2nd and 20th however – are really little girls’ souls trapped in male bodies. YOU need to be the force and support behind such a man to push him to realize his goals, aspirations, even important duties.

I had to deal with such a man but first…

I came across the magnetic, sensual and addictive number 5 (in form of 23). Oh, boy!… If you ever felt drown to someone without knowing why, making no logical sense, building up to such extend that you physically need his or her presence – you might want to check if he/she is a 5 (birth date or life path).

These individuals are good looking, sensual, eccentric, energetic, adventurous, charming and seductive by nature. If they have more than 2 elements in the cell of 2 – they can become damn right magnetic and addictive. Be aware!

So there I was, about 26 years ago, completely ignorant about these things and falling for a young men which happened to be the son of my employer at the time.

He didn’t have as much of those ‘good looking’ features, but his way of being – charming, playboy type, good lifestyle, the love for racing sports cars and driving with high speed to get that adrenaline rush (he was a excellent driver by the way, I always felt safe in his car) made a simple girl like me feel dazzled when she’s got his attention.

And, of course he was born on 23rd. Can you tell?… Though I was a simple young girl at the time, as a 11 vibration I was cautious and quite rational I may say. These weren’t the type of things to sweep me off my feet.

Nevertheless, I start feeling attracted to him more and more with each day passing by. He worked with us and I got to see him daily, even if he was “the little boss”. He was friendly with his employees but somehow superficial and setting himself apart at the same time.

I somehow perceived he was drown to me also. When he asked me to get together out of town for a day, somewhere in the mountains, I remember feeling ecstatic. I thought he finally realized that we are feeling the same way about each other and maybe we can start knowing each other and build something together. Well, one can dream…

I wasn’t getting my hopes too high though, as I said I was a highly mental and rational person at the time (lol) and kept my lucidity vivid. I even told myself that I went there to get him out of my system and get this thing over with.

I was conscious he hasn’t got the traits and values I was looking for in a men. I was well aware that he was dating girls just to score points on a petty list, not being really interested in forming a bond or finding love.

I understand this now. 5s are not looking nor are meant for much love, they are looking for experiences. Intensity, life lived to the max. They are not the settling type and deep down they will never be. One has to assume that and choose it being aware of this fact. He was also lacking the earth elements (no 4s or 8s in psycho matrix), so no stability nor sense of responsibility at his core.

If you want to receive love in this life, make sure your partner has at least one 8 in the matrix.

So, long story short – this was a quick day (and night) spent in a 5 star hotel in a mountain resort. I appreciated that he spent all that money for me and with me – but that wasn’t what I expected from him. 11s are not about money at all.

I needed connection, warmth, getting to know each other, communication. There were none of those. And, even if 5s are known as the best lovers of all numbers – lack of communication which 11s (2s) desperately need blocked me from enjoying that night. Even though at the same time I needed that psychical approach.

Nothing came out of that day and it took me a lot of time and suffering to detach and let go of the need of having to see him, even just for a minute a day. That dependency is real and is down right physical. And hard to get over.

Fast forward to more recent times. I thought I was wise enough to avoid suffering from expecting certain things from a man. Especially from a much more mature one. An erudite, well established and well positioned man. Even a public person.

I thought that kind of individual has a back bone, character and strong will. That this type of man knows what he wants and he’s willing to fight for it.

From the outside (social number) he seemed well educated, witty and wise. Had his way with words (4 elements in the cell of 2! – strong communication and magnetism), exuded strong will (4 elements in the cell of 1 as I do) and capacity to resolve problems and situations.

Well… unfortunately he was born on the 20th. His inner voice is one of a little girl, terribly shy and completely overwhelmed by emotions and feelings. Incapable to stand up and defend his happiness, confronting public shaming or disgrace regarding some decisions he had to make.

So, while he was leading me on with words and promises… he didn’t have the guts to act like a man. He lacked the courage, nerve, or determination to do what he needed to do. Because, deep down he was a 2 – a feminine energy.

And here I was, wasting my time and health expecting a little girl to ever act like a man.

The depression that came after brought me serious health problems. This things are not to be taken lightly. All diseases start in the mind, then go into soul, to finally manifest into the physical body.

And the more you are a serious, committed, conscious and rightful person – the deeper the abyss you fall into. And harder the recovery, until you UNDERSTAND. I blamed myself for getting into that situation. Like I should knew better. But I didn’t. Cause I did not knew numerology back then.

And even now, I realize that it’s very hard to resist and escape a person with 4 elements in the cell of 2. The force of that kind of magnetism is terrible. Those individuals can love or hate with such a force that can really mess with you at both physical AND energetical levels. They mess with your soul and if you are not aware, bad things can happen.

That was a hard lesson to learn. Very hard and painful.

Surely little girls in male bodies have their match somewhere. Just not me. They are probably more compatible with 1s, 4s, 7s, 6s or 8s. They need to mature emotionally. Preferably before they get into a relationship.

They need and probably be happy with strong females by their side to push them forward to act and behave like men should do or to understand their ways and accept the mother role instead of being a wife.

About Career

What you choose to do in life as a profession or career can be a burden or a blessing, if you understand your calling – your Life Path. Your innate passions and skills are talking and nudging you towards that silently from early times.

What do you like doing, all day long with seemingly no effort but great pleasure?

What activity gives you satisfaction?… That’s your life calling.

Your life path represents the sum of all digits involved in your birth date reduced to one digit. My life path is 3 and talks about creativity, communication, imagination, expressing oneself into the world. I entered this path at 30 years of life and I’m still not walking fully on it, because I was unaware of it until recently.

I never saw myself as a creative person throughout life. I really thought I lack creativity in any form or fashion. But I’ve always loved to work independently, without having to report to a boss or be tied up to an office somewhere.

30.3 also talks about teaching others. And I discovered the need to teach others what I know for about 10 years now… Every piece of information I encounter that can bring some light into this world I really feel to shout it out for everybody to hear. The problem is, few are willing to listen. Even fewer are interested.

The world needs enlightenment. Now more than ever. Humanity is about to fall and fail again. Every bit of knowledge, empowerment, love, appreciation and good will needs to be multiplied and shared by each and one of us that are awake and awakened.

One piece of information leads to another. Each will be attracted to play his/her part of the puzzle into remembrance. And towards returning home.

Back to our subject – I really enjoy writing on this site, that is in fact a creation and a teaching method at the same time.

But I had many types of jobs throughout my life. I worked in sales, call centers, food industry, supermarkets, pharmaceutical warehouses, different offices. I’ve done physical and intellectual work. I can manage both. But I was never fulfilled by any of them, not to mention that I lack 6 in my matrix so I was never meant for physical labor.

Who said “Do what you love and you’ll never have to work a day in your life”?…

Great truth. That kind of work is so fulfilling and seem so effortlessly. It really feels like playing.

Find what you Love to Do. Then find your life path and think of a way you can incorporate the two. That’s where your calling is. Where your abundance is. Where you get to play your part in this Creation. At this level.

Of course, once you awaken and raise your consciousness you start remembering who you really are. That you’re not limited to your physical senses, nor in any way. That you’re not only part of this game, but the creator of it. Then you become Divergent.

And with this realization, you understand that it’s all programing. A huge holographic matrix based on programs and programmatic language.

Including numerology – that’s still a program. By becoming conscious of it however, you can rise above it and choose to use it in your favor while not hurting others.

They’re still fully emerged into the game. Help them awake. Remember. Help them help us.

Closing Thoughts

This article was written in a day, under what I like to think as divine inspiration. If that was the case, it remains to be seen. I hope it served or helped at least one of you.

With all my love,

Mar.

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